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/beep --at_user=metampsychotic

/message metampsychotic metata woich dinner hall u @

System: Incoming private message from user metampsychotic:

(10:24)metampsychotic: that's a new one! i'm at eddy's, they're doing sushi <3

/message reply lol ok

/message reply ill be wright there

System: Incoming private message from user metampsychotic:

(10:27)metampsychotic: :)

/message reply i feel like i should talk to you about some things before... giving your past to the rest of the group

/message reply or not before

/message reply instead of

System: Incoming private message from user metampsychotic:

(10:32)metampsychotic: (i see you waving)

System: Incoming private message from user metampsychotic:

(10:33)metampsychotic: (can we not talk about that stuff face to face please?)

/message reply sure

/message reply we caan talk abut sushi instead, or amids

/message reply maids

System: Incoming private message from user metampsychotic:

(10:34)metampsychotic: :)

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(10:49)metampsychotic: i'm sorry

(10:49)metampsychotic: i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry

(10:50)metampsychotic: i'm so messed up and useless i'm sorry

(10:51)pwnz0rz: meta

(10:51)metampsychotic: i knew i shouldn't have tried to talk about my mom!!!!!

(10:51)pwnz0rz: erica

(10:52)metampsychotic: what

(10:52)pwnz0rz: its okay

(10:53)metampsychotic: it's embarrassing

(10:53)metampsychotic: i'm so stupid and i got your shirt all wet i'm sorry

(10:54)pwnz0rz: erica

(10:54)pwnz0rz: i promise you, i could not give less of a [censored] about the shirt

(10:55)pwnz0rz: and it's okay to have feelings

(10:55)pwnz0rz: this has been a pretty [censored] surreal week for both of us

(10:56)metampsychotic: thanks

(10:56)metampsychotic: you seem to be taking it pretty well

(10:56)pwnz0rz: it's called feeling dead inside

(10:57)pwnz0rz: it looks a lot like stoicism if you're not the person feeling dead inside

(10:57)metampsychotic: heh

(10:57)metampsychotic: yeah i've been doing a lot of that too recently >_>

(10:58)metampsychotic: i'm sorry, it's just the mom stuff on top of everything else? D:

(10:59)pwnz0rz: yeah

(10:59)pwnz0rz: i'm sorry for bringing it up

(11:01)metampsychotic: no it's fine

(11:02)metampsychotic: i was going to melt down at some point

(11:03)metampsychotic: you're trying!! i can tell

(11:03)metampsychotic: asking me first was a step in the right direction, even if it kinda backfired because i'm an emotional wreck that can't sleep

(11:04)metampsychotic: and i shouldn't have blown up at you

(11:05)pwnz0rz: ...you didn't

(11:06)metampsychotic: oh

(11:06)metampsychotic: really?

(11:07)pwnz0rz: no you just sort of started crying

(11:08)pwnz0rz: are you telling yourself you blew up at me so you'd have something to apologize for

(11:09)metampsychotic: ...

(11:09)metampsychotic: yeah lol

*(11:10)metampsychotic SIGH*

(11:11)pwnz0rz: look, uh

(11:12)pwnz0rz: i've always known you're a little bit on the emotional side

(11:13)metampsychotic: understatement of the [censored] century :b

(11:14)pwnz0rz: it's

(11:16)pwnz0rz: something i admire???

(11:17)metampsychotic: woah

(11:17)metampsychotic: wait

(11:18)metampsychotic: what

(11:19)pwnz0rz: emotionally dead inside

(11:20)pwnz0rz: remember?

(11:21)metampsychotic: oh

*(11:21)metampsychotic hug*

*(11:22)pwnz0rz husg back*

(11:23)pwnz0rz: [censored]

(11:24)pwnz0rz: i was doing so well

(11:25)metampsychotic: you did that on purpose to crack a joke, didn't you

(11:26)pwnz0rz: no

(11:26)metampsychotic: yes

(11:27)pwnz0rz: your implications are wrong and offensive, ms. psychotic

(11:27)metampsychotic: more like miss PSYCHIC 'cause i can read your brain and know what you're thinking!!

(11:28)metampsychotic: :P

(11:29)pwnz0rz: i think that's just called knowing each other well

(11:30)metampsychotic: heh

(11:32)metampsychotic: i just wish i could have broken down somewhere less public

(11:33)metampsychotic: it's embarrassing

(11:34)pwnz0rz: have i ever let it bother me before

(11:35)metampsychotic: i meant for me D:

(11:36)pwnz0rz: oh

(11:37)pwnz0rz: that doesn't happen very often

(11:37)metampsychotic: lol

(11:37)metampsychotic: yeah i guess i don't admit how i feel in non yelling ways very often

(11:38)pwnz0rz: has it ever dawned on you that we understand ourselves very well

(11:38)pwnz0rz: and have [censored]-all idea what to do about it

(11:39)metampsychotic: true

(11:39)metampsychotic: still!!

(11:39)metampsychotic: it's better than having no clue at all, like

(11:39)metampsychotic: well

(11:40)pwnz0rz: everything else in the god dam universe

(11:41)metampsychotic: that

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Xylas_Incarnum: I feel like sending pwnz a barrel of moonshine/another kind of hard alcohol now. .... Each Pwnz for redundancy's sake. edit delete reply
Arbiter: Alcohol solves everything! edit delete reply
Konstantin3001: Have I ever told you, you are good at dialogues?
Cause I'm about to say it. Right now. Yeah.
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You are good at writing dialogues.
Believable and Compelling. Yep, starting with capital letters.
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Ok, I said it. Keep up the good work!
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Xenocartographer: -blush-

Gosh, I don't, uh, I don't know how to respond to this. Thanks, though! Positive feedback is pretty heckin' great, y'know? edit delete reply
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